Weight...

I forgot to weigh myself! I just finished an awesome Zumba class!! I feel like my fitness levels have improved and feel slightly lighter. My knee is not giving me issues so when I weigh myself, I'm hopefully going to see less of me on the scale. I am currently reading various weightloss blogs and there is one in particular that I love to read in the mornings as that gets me going for the day. She is really motivated to lose weight. Her weightloss is not all champagne and strawberries and she is very real about it. I just worry though that she is a little obsessive about the scale. I don't wanna be that obsessed. Yes, I need to lose 67 kgs but I'm not gonna weigh myself everyday. As long as I see a difference in my fitness levels,clothing size and body tone - I'll be very happy. I sure hope this lack of obsessiveness lasts *evillaugh

Tomorrow I am coming to the gym in the morning. I'm dreading waking up already.

As I mentioned earlier tomorrow is my birthday and all I can think of is my mother. I really wish I had a better relationship with her. This will be my first birthday without her. I am hoping the weather will clear up from tomorrow. I want to go to her grave site on Saturday and spend some time there. It sucks like hell that she's not here.

Till tomorrow.

Xo
Mother Larder
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